I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity.
--GILDA RADNER
I am very much contented with the little surprises of my life and yet I couldn't stop but think that the happiness and contentment that I am feeling right now will soon be over and replaced by misery. Quite a contradiction to my positive outlook on life.
I am scared that one day something really bad will happen and all these things that are going on in my life will soon be over in a second. Fear of the Unknown can really get to me sometimes but somehow despite the uncertainties, I still feel compelled to go on and indulge. After all, we only live once. Gilda Radner was right, life is a delicious ambiguity...and I have decided to enjoy it while I still can.
Oh and by the way, I don't regret ever taking the plunge and leaving Singledom..."Commitmenthood" agrees with me...
Friday, February 04, 2005
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