"I should have known, if I let you into my heart, that you would be tearing it down from the start. Grab a map to see how close we really are, and pretend that I feel blessed but I know that Im not because your leaving.Underneath the shade of this tree, please look me in the eyes and tell me you love me because I need to hear that lie." ---Kent Loves Gig Harbor by Daphne Loves Derby
Sometimes people need to hear lies in order for things to be ok. Like how a husband tells his wife he loves her even if he's cheating on her, or how a guy would make up lies in order to get you to bed. Yes, I know these things are way overboard, but let me get my point across. Different lies of different degrees have different reasons. I guess for some, a certain amount or hint of lie wouldn't hurt but wait till the truth comes in and knocks on your day and say "hello, someone just lied to you, too bad you were so gullible."
I don't know why but any kind of lie to me is still a lie..whether it's a white lie or any other colored lie for that matter. A certain wave of sadness comes over me each time these things happen to me. When I give trust, I give it openly and willingly with no hesitations thinking that the other person can and will not betray that. Not a lot of people are trustworthy.
So how do I deal with this? By simply avoiding these liars and shutting them out of my life. Harsh? yes but its the only way I know to keep my life away from toxicity. When someone starts to lie to you, another lie comes in and it goes on and on...so beware of liars...they are all out there...waiting to pounce.
I have been lied to, too many times and been betrayed by the closest people I know.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
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