Kisses and Curses

"Well here I am don't know how to say this, only thing I know..is awkward silence..."
---FREAKISH By Saves the Day

I'd like to love you but I won't
I'd like to hate you but I can't

Things are not what it used to be
How can a simple thing
turn into unfazed complexity?

Don't even bother; don't even try to argue
I hope you feel my kisses in your dreams
and hear my curses when you wake up

I'm screaming in silence
Killing your memory with this succulent apathy

All I want to do is
Kiss you in my dreams
and curse you when I wake up

to make everything all right

I know I'm selfish
but I know I'm right
To keep you at arms length
is probably the best thing to do for now...

astrogurl is currently trying to figure out a way
to keep herself from falling...
09/19/04